Lonely

I've just read this that someone has posted on social media. Most of it sums up how I feel most of the time. Thought I'd share it on my blog.

   I'm the girl who hides behind a smile every day
   I'm the girl who has a tough exterior
   But that's not who I really am.
   Im the girl who had an illness.
   The girl who tried not show it when in pain.
    I'm the girl who bottles everything up.
    Sometimes I just need someone to talk to.
    Someone to care about me.
    Someone to listen to my problems.
    Someone who understands my worries.
    Someone to hold me when I cry.
    Nobody knows the real me.
    Nobody knows what I go through every day.
    Nobody knows what I have to do just to make it through the day.
    Nobody understands when I say I'm 'ok'
    I'm the girl who will cry herself to sleep every night.
    It's during the worst times that you will get to see
    The true colours of the people who say they care for you.

     Julie xx