Wednesday 26 August 2015

Cancer sucks

A short post nothing really to update I just want to ssssccccrrrreeeeaaaaammmm!! The last few days have been horrendous so much pain in my leg, (add toothache to the mix as well!)  nothing I take seems to ease it at the moment, night times are terrible it's most people's favourite time of the day however not mine I dread  it the pain is always twice as bad during the night, don't know why that is?I can't get comfy I'm up taking pills & oramorph and filling hot water bottles and still it hardly takes the pain away. I'm such a grump then during day I have no energy to do any housework or anything. all I ask for is a good nights sleep surely not too much to ask for!
This evening I heard sad news that a lovely caring friend has sadly passed away, Josie would always stop me in the street to ask how I am or we would tweet to see how each of us were doing, I was saddened when she told me just a few short month ago of her diagnosis, I told her as people tell me to kick its arse. Today is a sad day and my thoughts are with her family. Xxx
I hate this disease so much. Sorry for the sad post!! Julie xxx